i'm honestly the kind of girl that could spend an entire weekend without realizing where the time went.

i'll make coffee, tell myself i'm only watching one episode, then somehow i'm completely invested in Ergo Proxy, switching over to Colorful, and ending the night rewatching Paradise Kiss because i missed it more than i expected. somewhere in between i'm usually flipping through manga, adding another book to my wishlist, or sitting at my desk sketching until my hand hurts.

i've never really cared about people trying to impress me. i've always liked the ones that have something real about them. the comic fan that can recommend five series without even thinking. the person that's always picking up a new creative hobby. the one that gets completely carried away talking about something they're passionate about. those are the conversations i remember days later.

getting cheateedd definitely changed how i look at relationships. i don't think it made me closed off, but it definitely made me appreciate consistency. i notice who checks in just because they wanted to. who remembers little details. who actually listens instead of waiting for their turn to talk. those things mean so much more to me now than big romantic gestures.

i also realized i'm way more into feemdomm and pegggging than i ever thought i would be. i think what draws me in isn't just the idea itself, it's the confidence behind it. i've always liked playful teasing, people with quick wit, and someone that's comfortable enough to be themselves without pretending to fit into everyone else's expectations. confidence has always been the first thing i notice.

lately i've had Alex Isley, Elmiene, and Jordan Ward on repeat. i've been rotating between Barbera, Vinho Verde, and Cava, and if i'm deciding what to eat it's almost always spicy tuna rolls, garlic butter shrimp, or birria tacos.

i'm honestly just a girl that gets inspired by little things, falls down way too many rabbit holes, and somehow always finds one more reason to stay awake when i should already be asleep.