Ocd is killing me

I’ve got debilitating ocd and I my brain just isn’t on my side anymore.
My mother essentially forced me to open up to her because she’s sick of me being depressed. So I did and she went and told everyone in the family. The next day I had multiple visits and phone calls from multiple family members. It may sound nice, this many people caring, but I didn’t exactly reach out to them, she simply betrayed my trust and then I was pressured to basically open up to like 5 people the same day in separate conversations. And if you know about ocd, you usually don’t want to talk about the anxieties you are having.
Now my parents are telling me I have no right to be depressed and need to sort my shit out.
Tbh I’m too tired to exhausted and I don’t have it in me to do anything.
It’s not going away