me and my bf of 5 years are splitting up

It sucks but I think it’s for the best. Ever since I got sober I’ve realized how incompatible we were and how it was always me trying. I stopped trying and of course since it was only a one way thing it fell apart quickly. Last month he told me he doesn’t want to be in the relationship, now he is starting to move stuff out of the house. I’m scared of being alone again and starting over at 32. I keep thinking if it’s the right choice. Lots of memories good and bad over the past 5 years. I’m just so tired