attention seeker online

im a huge attention seeker! everyone point and laugh because u know its true!

id use to rather show off my body to strangers than to be lonely.

I havent went outside in like 2 months im a fucking HIKKIKOMORI and it caused me to crave such disgusting and exciting attention from older guys.

It got so bad that i used to be happy when people called me disgusting names or said inappropriate things to me when i was younger.

It actually spanned from inappropriate shit to violent shit and I did very hurtful things back then to myself and others.

all for attention and validation.

stupid predator older guy i called my boyfriend made it worst. my behavior was so violent and bad somehow he got the police called on ME?? i got in trouble but he didn’t ;-; bitch where r ur priorities..?

HOW ARE YOU GONNA ACT LIKE IM THE BAD ONE? hes a predator 😭

i used to get jealous when younger girls get more attention. Not anymore! I don’t care about them.

Today i was craving this gross feeling of being violated….its so gross that it developed into a k-nk AND I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CALL ME GROSS FOR LIKING IT.

PEOPLE HAVE THIS PERFECT VICTIM MINDSET WHERE VICTIMS ARE JUST SO SAD AND INNOCENT.

shut up bro im trying to cope without hurting anyone…