Struggling

So I tried to post this in a different subreddit as I wanted to hear some words of kindness while I was feeling pretty awful. However, its still awaiting mod approval so fuck them. Reposting here l

Struggling

Hi, I'm Nat, and I'm a 34 year old trans woman. So, I've been on hrt injections for like 3ish years and I've developed decent breasts and I am currently getting electrolysis for my facial hair. The problem is that I still feel like I look like a man most of the time. Ive got quite long hair as I haven't really gotten a haircut in 2ish years. I'm happily married to the best, most supportive and loving wife that I could have ever asked for. I guess I just needed to get it out today as I'm just feeling like so much shit. Unlike so many posts I see, I'm so happy that I'm trans, I love being me and I love that I was able to find myself after all of the time I spent living a lie. I just don't know what to do about feeling like I'll never look the way I want to. Thanks for reading.