Being stupid kind of makes me want to end my life

Being probably below average in intelligence is so frustrating, especially when the people around you are probably at least average or above average.

I feel like I have less worth because probably less things go on in my brain. So what if I’m “kind” or “fun?” That probably makes me like a dog, because dogs aren’t so smart but they’re still cuddly and kind. I’d be almost like a plaything.

I hate being stupid. I hate it. It doesn’t help that I’m not driven, either. There’s just a whole lot of nothing to me. I have barely anything going on inside me, intellectual or not.

I feel like nobody will ever understand what it’s like unless they experience the same things. I feel like otherwise nobody will get it.

I feel like I’d be an inferior to any woman I’d date.

I can’t even fully describe how I feel about this. I don’t feel like I can get everything out into words.

Recently I kind of hoped that I would die soon.