4 months since the breakup

4 months since then! wow, i really thought it was the end of the world!

Since then I've: started my career, bulked up and stronger and im about to start a cut i'm really close to my body goal, overall happier, about to buy a brand new car (debating which one i want at this point), i have the money for an apartment and been going out more and more! I have new interests and hobbies, have met so many amazing people in my life, and got closer to friends I haven't talked to in a long long time.

she did try to reach out on my birthday, but i just said thanks and left it at that. a month ago she blocked me on all social medias, and sent her friends to follow me, assuming to report back to headquarters. I don't really care atp, and all they see is me going out more and having a good time.

It gets better, and I will never go back to that dynamic again. This was a blessing in disguise, and im thankful for the discard at this point.

Yes I do think of her, maybe daily, but its more like "oh we used to do that, anyways..." instead of "i miss her so much, what did i do wrong"

At the end of the day, it shows that these people don't have the emotional capacity to handle a serious relationship. They're emotionally stunted, and on my end I don't really regret it anymore because I gave it my all, no what ifs, none of that nonsense. I'm not in a rush to be in a relationship, I'm genuinely happy enjoying doing whatever i want, whenever i want.

Sorry for the formatting, I only want to make this post because i get DM's from people in this subreddit asking me how im doing now.