Am I [18f] wrong for being hurt over my boyfriend’s [20m] behavior? in a relationship for 6 months.

He lives a minute away and works 5 days a week, he usually has Tuesdays and Thursdays off. The last month he only visited me 3 times. We typically see each other at least 8 times a month, and it’s been that way consistently through our relationship. He has always been bad about planning and often is hours late, but we still spent time together. I know people will say he’s just extra busy, but nothing extra has changed and I would totally understand if that were just the case. Multiple times recently he’s cancelled on his days off and said he’s studying, but I can literally see him online or playing games 90% of the day. I was super calm and explained how this made me feel last week, and he seemed to understand and said he would work on communicating better and spending more time with me. But now this is the second day since then he’s canceled on me. This morning he said he was probably gonna come over after work, I had a doctor appointment but told him i’d be back early and I was. Then basically just got no comment from him about seeing me, I waited hours and eventually around 7:00 pm he told me he’s driving an hour out of town to sell some pokemon card bundles to this random guy. I feel so ridiculous for cleaning and getting ready for him, and I even told my family I really believed he would see me this time. Just for him to drive an hour away when he can’t even drive 1 minute to see me. He seems interested when he’s here and is really sweet, but I feel like I literally can’t take this any longer. Im so desperate for a single compliment at this point