What is this feeling

Please be kind to me, this is my first time posting here

Lately I've been feeling like im not myself, I get easily irritated over little things especially to my family who keeps making fun of me everytime they get the chance to, though sanay nako, I even makes joke about their joke about me, Ive felt this before and its one of the worst feeling I've experienced it and this feeling use to last for weeks, I dont know what is this feeling is called, all I know is its not anger nor sadness, I feel so distant to everyone i know and lately I've been losing the will to talk to everyone, I wanna be alone and at the same time be taken cared of, I am so confused on what I'm feeling rn.