What would you do?

I’m at a regional. One of the sucky ones.

I’ve been repeatedly passed on coordinator training 4 times now.. and new hire training, despite management responses that I’ll be in the next one.

I’m at my wits end. I feel like I’m not gonna mentally make it to a major at this point. I don’t feel valued, or that I have any real purpose here. I could quit tomorrow and they’d just be upset having to junior man for a few days and they’d wait til the other shifts get picked up and I’d be replaced in 4-6 weeks.

I’m just not sure what to do anymore. I feel like dispatch is a dead end road. Now United has paused hiring, figures right as I get to reapply. I had an in person interview and thought it was ok.. but I didn’t get hired. I don’t have faith I’ll even get a chance at American. I’m 2.5 years in and would rather give up on life than keep trying to figure out a new way to get by. I pick up every bit of overtime I can and get I’ve only brought home 27k right now.

Idk if I should take a medical leave or just quit or raise hell to the Union over this.