Did anyone else completely panic after getting diagnosed with Type 2?

Not talking about being "concerned."

I mean genuinely panicked.

I remember going down a Google rabbit hole and convincing myself I was going to end up blind, lose a foot, need insulin forever, and die way younger than everyone else.

The weird thing is that the diagnosis itself wasn't even the hardest part.

The hardest part was not knowing what was actually going to happen next.

Did anyone else go through that?