Actually tired of being embarrassed/stressed/not having fun at the playground or wherever…

We’re just not going anywhere anymore. I cancelled Disney plans because I can’t anymore. We just abruptly left the splash pad and playground because even though we went through the ONLY rule (personal space) multiple times including the moment we stepped out of the car he threw water over someone’s head. His sister is still crying because she really was excited but I have no help it’s just me this summer so if find over for him it’s over for her. I’m so over it. It’s week 2 and i had all these plans for us but all I can see now are the problems he’s going to pose because he lacks impulse control so I guess we’re staying home.