Pullfree on acid

I been very open minded when i comes to medication and drugs. While classmates in high school smoked weed for fun I was trying to find a way to escape my disorder. 1 day of not pulling was an achievement. I used to smoke myself to sleep because a sleeping man is not a pulling man.

Throughout the years have done amphetamines, benzos, opiates and psychedelics.

Benzos were similar to weed. I fell asleep and didn’t pull for 10 hours.

Amphetamines had a different mechanism. The urge and habits were still there. But pulling stopped feeling rewarding. Feels like opening reddit out of habit but there is nothing interesting on your feed.

Opiates sucked. Because at higher doses I felt so nauseous that all I could think about was trying not to vomit. My brain was in survival mode and the urges stopped. Lower doses made me still pull.

Psychedelics were interesting because pulling didn’t feel rewarding similar to amphetamines. But they also got rid of urges and habits. It felt like I’ve never had trich in my life. Very liberating feeling.

When tripping i didn’t pull for the entire day. I didn’t even think about pulling. Crazy.
What’s also funny is that the hand gestures for pulling felt awkward. Like as if you did it for the first time lol

I haven’t tried NAC yet. I heard it takes a while to take effect like some reuptake inhibitors. That it doesn’t make one high is a huge upside ngl