Song about a Black women in academia who feels alienated

Came out a few years ago, maybe just before or after COVID. The style reminds me of noname. It has spoken word-style verses over music and a beat; with a sung chorus. The lyrics are from the perspective of young Black woman in graduate school at an elite institution, maybe in the U.S. or maybe in England? It's cold. She feels isolated and questions what she's doing there. She has a long distance situationship that's not going well. She could be American or British. I can't remember. I really liked the song but have not been able to find it anywhere.