Stories of a Trauma Whore: Group Pool Party - CNC-

Hi,

Sharing some more experiences with you all! Trigger warnings include: rape/ unclear boundaries and not fully consensual sex to start, group/ gangbang- not fully consensual at the start, some piss play and degradation.

Before I talk about this, I should say I'm actually perfectly fine and okay now. There were parts of me that obviously were taken by surprise when it happened but also other sides to me that did enjoy it and wanted it to happen more and more. I enjoy playing in this area of CNC now and really am doing great!!

So I was 18 at the time, had just finished highschool and was getting ready to start college in the fall . I had been seeing this guy for about a month or two- he was much older, married and maybe in his late 30s. I found out a bit later on between us talking and hooking up that he was married with a family. I was too young to really acknowledge the gravity of it but I think I just enjoyed fucking him to care too much.

Anyways, so he had told me to come over to his friends house because they were having this summer bbq party. I hasn't met his friends before, but just agreed to it- I heard they had a pool!

He had asked me to pack some bikinis and just sort of show up ready to relax and have a good time.

So I got there around noon, sort of in the beginning of it. Some guys were grilling, some others were lounging by the pool, having drinks. The guy I was seeing called me over, sit next to him as he introduced me to everyone. Wasn't a ton of people, smaller group of maybe like 4 people.

I instantly noticed it's all men...I'm like looking around, wondering where the hell the women ( girlfriends, wives) are. I kind of shrug it off but not fully..I'm just aware its me and all these men.

He tells me to go change into my bikini and come back out to the backyard where everyone was hanging out. So I do, the tops a bit small..which makes sense because most tops were smaller for me (34C tits). And I'm in a string, red dental floss type micro bikini.

I come back out towards the pool, and I notice some of the guys turning to look. I sit beside the guy I'm with and he grabs me and pulls me onto his lap, there are 2 other guys sitting with us, in this semi circle just hanging out, chatting, having drinks. They're probably in their mid 40s or 50s.

The guy I'm with makes me sit on his lap, but he spreads me legs a bit and is facing me towards the other 2 guys. I'm in a small micro bikini so I can almost feel my pussy lips showing from him spreading my legs apart. I notice th other guys looking in between my legs and just continuing to casually chat. Their eyes are all over my body though. And I can sense the energy sort of shift. They're lingering on my tits pushing through a small bra, my pussy exposed, and nothing around to really cover myself with.

Some of the other guys are over by the grill, eating, chatting and drinking.i see some people look over to our group..watching me, with my pussy exposed.

After like 40 mins of sitting around like this, the guy I'm with asks me to get up and grab some food from inside. He says there's a tray in the kitchen with some burgers, chips etc and to bring it out for everyone. So I was like, oh sure! No problem! I get up and go grab the tray of food.

As I'm coming back out with it, he tells me to serve it to the guys..walk around and offer them some food. There's more of them seated now, still sitting around the backyard, by the backyard table but I'm basically walking around serving people food in my micro bikini with my tits out. One of the guys gently reaches over, looks at me and grazes his fingers against my pussy. I'm shocked but can also feel myself getting hot and embarrassed.

My guy sees it and nods, in some kind of approval. He tells me to open my legs a bit..so I'm standing there, serving food to this guy who is now pressing his fingers against my pussy exposed from my bikini. He's rubbing and looking at me. The other guys are all watching, it's quiet now. I'm now being ordered to walk around to everyone else and serve them. I get the sense that they're all going to touch me in some way- and I was right. I feel my ass being grabbed, my pussy fingered, tits out . By the time I got to the third guy, someone had pulled at my string bottoms and they had fallen off. I'm literally just bottomless, pussy and ass out.

I continue letting them grope and grab, finger and touch me. The energy shifted. There's more anticipation now, I can see it on their faces...they're all looking at me like prey. My guy nods in approval, he's smiling at me. By the time I finish my rounds, I'm completely naked. Guys had grabbed my tits, fingered my pussy and poked at my ass, I was literally just a piece of meat.

I can feel someone bending me over onto the table. So now my ass is in the air, my tits presses against this outdoor table with a bunch of men standing around..I can see a few of the guys start to massage themselves through their shorts. My guy commands me to keep my legs spread. He tells me they're going to have some fun and that I'll like it. I do feel my pussy getting wet so I don't think he's wrong.

notice two of the guys have now lined up behind me. Suddenly I feel his warm cock slide into my pussy, he starts to thrust...slow at first. Everyone's watching, their cocks are out and they're fully jerking and rubbing themselves now. I feel another guy get up and move around to the front of my face. I hear - " open up your mouth bitch". And I do, instinctively it just comes open and my tounge is out.

I hear again-" ah you're right. She does love this. What a fucking slut!!"

I start sucking right away, he's thrusting into my throat, filling up my mouth. He keeps going harder and harder, I feel my nose touching his waist. Meanwhile I can also feel my ass being grabbed and spread apart . There's a cock in my pussy ramming me form behind. I feel fingers in my ass, and another cock slapping my thigh on my right side. I don't even know who is who. There's still like 1 guy and my guy watching and jerking it hard. I make eye contact with them while my mouth is being used. I know they love it and it turns me on even more.

I reach out and start jerking this one guy on my right side, while getting my mouth and pussy stuffed. I'm moaning, salivating, spreading my legs wider.. literally begging for more. The guys lovveeeee this.

. I hear someone say-" we need to bring her inside". Suddenly I'm being carried inside and dumped on a couch in the living room.

I feel one guy position himself under me. He's pushing into my pussy. Another is behind me, he's pressing into my tight ass. I'm screaming from this.

I hear someone say- "shut up bitch, you love this. Suck it". And suddenly my face is getting fucked, I look up at him while I'm drooling and worshipping his cock. " That's right, you're such a little whore, keep your cunt used".

And it drives me crazy, I can hear moaning from everywhere. I see the guy I'm with standing in front of me watching and jerking. I feel myself being passed around, hands everywhere, everyone's taking turns in my pussy and my ass, my mouth is always full with someone's dick. My hands are working overtime and jerking and stroking guys. I don't even care, I love it so much. It's like something came over me and all I felt was being a useful toy for their cum. I'm begging for it now.

I look over at the guy I'm with and beg him for cum, I'm telling him I need their cum. He walks over and stuffs my mouth up- tells me to beg harder. Be nastier.

I tell him I'll do anything for everyone's cum. I'm begging, drooling, literally being a toy puppy for cum.

I feel myself being laid down in my back, they're all standing over me. I see one guy go down, he's tounge fucking my pussy- makes me moan so hard.. he's swirling his tounge around my clit, spreading my legs..just eating it like his life depended on it. It's feeling so fucking good. I'm in pure bliss right now. I can see everyone jerking their cocks over me. Then suddenly one of the guys says-" wait, we know this whore wants it but we aren't done yet ...right?".

I'm being brought up and pushed onto my knees. I'm suddenly straddling someone again and again, they're making me ride a cock. I see two guys position in front of me...one slaps my face with his cock. He points it right to my forehead and starts relieving himself onto my face. I feel warm piss release onto my forehead and stream down my face...I'm in so much shock right now. I haven't ever experienced this. I'm getting fucked while these guys piss on my face.

I keep my pussy riding him and keep taking the piss until they're done.

" What are you?" I hear it as a command..." A dumb whore" I answer back. " Louder, more, what are you?".

" A stupid idiot toy for daddy and his friends".

" Keep saying it. "

" I'm dumb. I'm a toy. I'm a hole to use".

" Good, good bitch."

The guys fucking me cums in my pussy, he goes faster and faster and ends up flooding it with his cum. I feel some of the other guys now circling and jerking onto my face and tits. They end up all just layering their cum on my forehead, lips, I keep my tounge out of course the whole time. They're cumming on it, rubbing my face with it. I'm being told what a disgusting dumb cum dump I am...take all my fucking cum you dumb toy.I'm still loving it.

The guy I'm with comes over- he hasn't fucked me yet.

He's still super hard, jerking and toying with it. He then slaps his cock against my face full of cum, rubs his cock on all that cum..then bends me over and shoves it into my pussy. He keeps fucking me insanely hard, like something came over him- he uses up my hole and cums in me. I'm way too drained and filled up at this point. All the guys are cleaning themselves up and having a good time.

I was so fucking turned on the whole time I ended up using their cum to rub myself. I let them watch while I kept my legs open. Fingered their cum into me even more and rub it till I came.

I ended up doing lots more stuff with them over the next year or so- invited to more parties - fucked some individually, some together - had some more group parties etc.

Can talk about it next time though if there is interest! That's all for now!!