anyone else feel like they wanna date a movie character?

this is gonna sound wack or corny but yeah.. at this point i’ve seen so many shows and movies that i subconsciously search for those qualities in a person. the reason i havent found anyone even after almost 26 years of my life is because the kind of person i want doesn’t exist. i want a jaded and mysterious man that only has eyes for me because my darkness speaks to his darkness in a way both of us have never experienced before. i want a man that quite literally cannot resist me the way a vampire tries to fight his bloodlust for his woman. a man who only feels seen around me and i around him. i know people say this all the time that they wanna date this or that character but in reality they all do end up finding up someone more ‘realistic’. that hasn’t been the case for me, i don’t think i can let go of my ideals even if they are heavily influenced by fiction.