My mom is really fcking up my mind

Well idk what y'all think about it but in my opinion it's really fcking toxic and frustrating.

Im 17 years old and my mom won't let me wax my hands and legs cuz according to her teenagers don't do this (doesn't even let me wear makeup, scolded me for applying lip gloss once) and 'baaki logo ke bache ye sab nhi karte' and 'padhne likhne Wale bache nhi karte ye sab'.

And those baaki log are just 3,4 ppl and usme se bhi few of them just hide when they do it.

I honestly don't know what's wrong with getting rid of my body hair but she just got so mad cuz my other 2 cousins don't do it (well they might have done it cuz they do a lot of shit and no one comes to know about it).

Also she's mad asf since months prolly cuz my cousin who's is 11th grade is dead serious about neet and I'm not cuz I have absolutely no interest in becoming a doctor but she's just after my ass.

Im so done hearing about my cousin and being taunted like 6 times a day daily just becuz I don't wanna be a doctor