I don’t want to do this anymore

Life sucks and I don’t wanna do I anymore. Spent 5 years in hell trying to get my degree hoping that once I got it everything would get better. But now I have it and nothings changed I’m still a dumbass who knows nothing, I’m still broke, still can’t talk to people, still feel like the unluckiest person alive.

I just can’t get a win. For every good day I have it’s followed by 10 bad ones. Nothing ever goes my way and I feel like I have no choice over my life. The only the it seems I can do is survive, just barely scrape by. I’m tired of surviving and I don’t want to do it anymore. I’ve tried bettering myself and keep a positive attitude but it feels impossible because life just keeps shitting on me. Literally feels like I get shit in everywhere at home, with friends, it’s like the world just has it out for me and I’m tired of it.

I don’t even know where I’m going with this just had to get my thoughts in writing i guess.