I was NEVER cisgender & my gender journey! (I AM COMING OUT HERE!)

I have a long history of gender discovery!

To begin with, I am born female, I thought I was a trans man from 2013 to around 2020, I desisted a bit back then, then I am back to my female identity again (but I felt extremely uneasy as a woman, since I never felt like a woman), and now I identify as nonbinary or genderfluid. (And I came out to everyone on June during this pride month).

Like said, journey was in fact a long discovery. The only reason why I desist to being female again is because I liked wearing feminine and sexy clothing, my gender dysphoria is very selective, I don’t hate my voice, my face, my petite frame, my chest, my hips… etc, but what I am dysphoric about is my period and reproductive system as well as gender roles for woman or be viewed as a woman sometimes (you get it, and I really think gender dysphoria is on a spectrum, and it looks different for everyone).

During the time I was desisted, I was groomed by the detransition grifter like Chloe Cole, she gave off “back to the cult of womanhood” vibe, and as a gender nonconforming woman I don’t like those people(and I figured I might not be a woman at all). I also figured I wasn’t a detransitioner at all either, I was just groomed by the detransitioner people or the alt right grifters on youtube.

And now, I can confidently say that I am a non binary person again! I never feel like I belong to a single gender! I was never cisgender,babe!

For my pronouns, all pronouns whether you use “she” or “he” it’s all fine. I still go by she/her primarily because I present feminine. But you know what pronouns doesn’t mean gender!