everyday i wanna die i wanna die and i wanna die

i hate my family, i hate this f- job, im working 12 hours for an unrealistic st*pid goal, i hate my college, i would say i hate my friends too probably but guess what i dont have one.. i hate this country, mostly where i live. i hate my mind, i basically hate everything and every morning i wish i hadnt woken up because whats the point of me living? i feel like a failure.