OCD Thoughts 😭🙏

OCD thoughts are my worst enemy. I started to have them around October 2025. There was a girl I was obsessing about. As of 2026, I still have them, which is destroying my mental health. My mental state feels like a battlefield where I have to prepare for a bad life, but I'm unprepared. I've been crying a lot because of this. My thoughts go like the girl I'm obsessed with is successful, but not me. This is the worst feeling ever.

That's my story of how I have OCD thoughts. Thanks for reading! I hope I have an amazing day! 😭🥹🙏