Crosspost 8

Omg ok I forgot one thing that is nagging at me to the point I can not even put my phone down. Because it disgusted me even as a child and now I’m curious if anyone else had something happen like this. And it most certainly fits that last post.

Phone conversations omg. So because we had a wall phone on our kitchen my moms discussions with anyone was up for the whole family like out having to dodge the phone cord and having to hear the whole conversations that in itself could be a whole story on how fake my mom presented herself on the phone to the reality of our lives as the conversations took place. It was the customer service voice and her fake interest and the twisted facts of her life we knew the truth to but had to sit there listening to her fantasy life she was feeding to her friends. And the after call recap where she would discuss at length with us as children her conversations we already heard her half of. It is bizarre that popped up I see the dirty stretched phone cord the look she gave us if we got too loud the pacing she did while on the phone in the livingroom to back through the kitchen then back in the livingroom when she was in the kitchen she would talk louder for the people in the back I guess maybe even the people in stow. Her phone calls stressed me out.