Can I manifest my celebrity SP?

Hi everyone!

This is my first post here.

I've been wanting to ask this for a long time because it's something I've been thinking about for years.

For a long time, I've had this strange feeling that, somehow, in another timeline, another version of my life, or another reality, I was already in a relationship with my favorite singer. It isn't exactly déjà vu, it's more like an overwhelming sense of familiarity, as if it has already happened somewhere or sometime. I don't know if there's a scientific or psychological term for this.

Sometimes I experience what I can only describe as "flashbacks." Certain things (like a song, a particular scent, or even the way the sunlight looks at sunset) trigger vivid scenes where I can picture us together in what feels like another life. In those moments, he's still famous, but our relationship feels normal and private. Then the feeling fades, and I'm back in this "reality". I know these experiences are subjective, but they've been happening for years.

He's an extremely famous singer, while I'm just an ordinary person who's still studying. I hope to become a doctor in the future. I also want to make it clear that I'm not a stalker or someone who wants to invade his privacy. I'm simply a fan who genuinely admires and cares about him, which is why these feelings are so confusing.

I recently attended one of his concerts after waiting more than ten years, and I genuinely never thought it would happen. It ended up being one of the biggest manifestations of my life, and it reminded me that things I once believed were impossible can sometimes become reality.

One thing that might also be relevant is that he lives in a country that's very far away. However, I've wanted to study and eventually work there since I was a child, long before he became such an important person to me. So that dream isn't based on him. I'm curious whether sharing realistic life paths or potentially having mutual connections makes any difference in manifestation, or whether those circumstances don't matter at all.

I've been practicing manifestation for years. I've successfully manifested several things that I never expected to happen, but romantic SP manifestations have never worked for me. Friendships, yes, but never a romantic relationship. I think I have a lot of internal resistance when it comes to love, which is probably why manifesting a celebrity SP feels like such a huge challenge. Recently, a few unexpected manifestations came true, which motivated me to start practicing again after taking a break to focus on my mental health.

At the same time, I struggle with low self-esteem. Whenever something amazing seems possible, my first thought is usually, "Why would that happen to me?" I know this mindset is something I need to work on. Over the past few years, I've started questioning the nature of reality because I've experienced things that I genuinely can't explain. They've challenged a lot of what I used to believe, and sometimes I wonder if reality is much more complex than we think.

My biggest struggle, though, is that I let other people's opinions affect me too much. If someone tells me, "That's impossible," or "Why would someone like him choose you?", I tend to believe them and immediately doubt myself.

So I guess my questions are:

• Has anyone else experienced this kind of feeling, where it almost feels like you've already shared another life with someone?
• Has anyone successfully manifested a celebrity SP or someone who once felt completely out of reach?
• And do realistic circumstances (such as wanting to move to the same country or naturally crossing paths in the future) play any role in manifestation, or not?

I'd really appreciate any advice on overcoming those limiting beliefs and trusting myself instead of letting other people's opinions define what's possible.