So disgusted.

My dad came from Mexico, and he had a childhood where he hardly had any money. Even after moving to the states, him and my mom struggled to scrap by, which means he didn’t deal with a lot of technology. He’s 54 now, and he still can’t figure out how to use his phone and other devices.

He asked me to look at his iPad because it wasn’t connecting to the WiFi. So while he’s at work I take the iPad and try to figure out what’s wrong with it, then open Safari to see if the internets working.

What I found was a multitude of open tabs of porn. I tried to ignore it, because I don’t need to see what my dad’s watching. But the title of one of them caught my attention and I couldn’t stop reading the rest.

The tabs were all “barely 18”, “teen”, “first time”. Already disturbing enough until I start seeing a lot of step-daughter and other slightly incest titles. I’m actually so disgusted.

My dad has never been weird towards me, so I don’t take these as anything other than a weird fantasy. But the idea of my future husband doing this at this age makes me sick to my stomach.