Tired

I'm so tired tired of life tired of everything, i'm in y2 poly rn but it seems life js been so ass lately i have no friends in my y2 class and i do not clique w anyone at all 😭 i see all my other friends at least getting to talk w their classmates and stuff but I'm js here alone. It fucking sucks i keep telling myself js 1 more year but can i rlly cope until then??

Also my friends have been avoiding me ever since i got a bf like i gets that they are guys and shit but can't we still be friends 😭😭 i rlly miss the times we hang out and now I'm js sitting alone eating this genuinely sucks, my only sliver lining is that I make it into uni w my mediocre scores but I don't even know if I can now since half my grps are slackers means i gotta tank the grp proj myself.

My fam is forcing me to go uni no matter what and they won't support if the course doesn't give me a job in the future??? Means i gotta borrow a loan or smt if I don't make it to their wanted course, great!

Sorry for the long ass rant is smt i have wanting to get off my chest for a while.