Looking back

Preparing to kill myself hasn’t exactly been one of my proudest moments. Getting everything in order for a life you’re planning to leave behind is just… depressing. Mostly because I realized how little I’d actually leave behind. There wasn’t much that depended on me

I don’t really have anywhere else to write something like this for myself. It’s jarring to see written out for documentation. Hopefully, given enough time, I can come back, read this, and laugh at how wrong I was