My audience says I’m boring, I fear they may be right

My analytics for my YouTube channel are all trending down. More dislikes, less viewers. More streams, less watch hours. In the four years I’ve been streaming, YouTube studio has never painted such a pessimistic picture about my show

One of the most frequent comments in my livestream chats is how the groove is dead. I hate to admit it , but they’re right. I used to make unique shows with unique panel guests and topics. Now, every stream has the same title, same panel guests (if any actually join). each of the panel guests like KZ, Yasin33, LD15, and deacon only bring me more trouble because they have a long documented history of threatening children with sexual violence or in deacons case, actually committing statuatory rape on a teenage girl. The chat always tells me to get rid of them but they’re the only friends i have left.

The chat always tells me to do a cooking steam but I’ve always refused because I’ve never cooked a meal before . My mom makes all my meals or I’ll DoorDash some chicken from Popeyes. My mom said I’m not allowed to use her kitchen. Constantly ignoring the chats requests for a cooking steam has resulted in people losing interest and unsubscribing.

My channel has lost all momentum despite my many attempts to create viral content . None of my attempts succeeded. Years of failure. I might just fuck around and delete my channel. What’s the point, according to YouTube analytics it’s over for me anyways.