Hmmmm

If I d1e now is there going to be a funeral?

I can feel the blanket of the other world

It's touching my toes and going up slowly

It has made it to my chest

But can a sinful man like me

enter heaven?

Heaven doesn't deserve me and so doesn't hell

My body rots away in this cruel world

My soul trapped for ever in the hearts of those who love

It's a dilemma of a lifetime that can't be solved

To my friend I leave a handful of memories

And to my family I leave my thoughts

They say men don't cry

But do they truly mean it ?

I regret the life I lived

The regret is enough for now

But I don't want to d1e and nor do I want to live