Never enough

I feel I was never enough to have you.

There are so much to say but the thought of disturbing you once again is whats stopping me .

I wanted to have someone like you.

To feel loved by you.

Though it's childish,

Though somewhat impossible.

But I still wished and tried.

It was my mistake to expect even though I said I am not expecting.

It was my delusion to see even though I know the truth .

I don't know what this feeling is but maybe you were a sort of a gem for me which I want to possess maybe thats what took you away from me.

Because I didn't had the love to give.

I tried to give it a chance ,to clear it out.

But seeing your no role I felt that I should stop doing it.

Sometimes I wonder and

Don't understand what happened and why it did.

But I think I am ready to let it go.

The problem was never you

But it was me .

Thank you for helping me figuring it out.

Thank you for being a person I thought about.

I wish we never meet again because it will be difficult for me to again let you go.

I wish that wherever you live you always shine and smile.

A part of me will miss you don't know for how much time , but it will do .