I feel lonely in a room full of people who love me.

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M-24 here, this feeling actually started last year, after my dad passed away and uncle after some months,, I switched to alcohol and drugs, though now refraining from it.

Since then I was with this girl, have a supportive family and friends but honestly each and every one of them supported me, but there is a feeling of loneliness and sadness that never dies.

Recently my girl and I broke up, and the feeling obviously has intensified but it was still there even when we were together.

This honestly does not go away at all, no matter what I do, I have tried therapy as well, now stopped.

I am with my family and cousins in a house get together and each and everyone of them loved me, but that feeling? Does not go away, like there's a void which is still there.