Confusion regarding mains 2026

Please mods, do not delete this.

So I am writing my first mains this year, I have notes of almost all subject except sociology, I had already some idea of every subject but not entirely. Now I feel blank, can't recollect anything, everything seems new and I'm also left with full length answer writing, I write few answers but not flts yet and I am very scared about essay.

I think I'm already doomed, anyone appearing for this mains or appeared before, please assess my situation and tell me how badly I'm going to lose it all.

I prepare alone for away from Delhi so have no one to gauge myself with, any objective assessment and suggestions no matter how harsh would help