5 days

I've been sober for 5 days, having a really hard time I basically have to isolate myself from everyone and anywhere that sells beer. I haven't left the house much. Just to go for a walk for 10-15 minutes a day. Also going through a bad breakup. That's why I'm sober, it's part of the reason the relationship ended. I made a promise to myself to never drink again or take a very very long break until I can form a better relationship with it. hopefully me and my ex can get back together someday I still love her, but if we're both still drinking that will never happen, it was too toxic. Regardless I want to be a better version of myself for me and for the people around me who matter. I've burned numerous bridges from drinking over the years, made terrible decisions which hurt people. I will make it to day 6. It's just very hard.