Curious same belief people group

So the thing is i belong to a thiestic and religious kind of family but I don't believe in those things i am not saying about spiritual thing but i don't belive in those stories and the god that lives in sky or hell of heaven.i belive everything is here and now nevermind i just wanna talk about these things with others but I don't have anyone around like that I want to think little opposite from the city and try to focus on my life and I'm trying to do this but I also wanna talk about this...