just a humanly emotional rant

why is it so hard to socialize, why is it you are felt upon in the expectations of society. Why is it so tempting to not show your emotions. Why is it sudden weight of worry hit on you. Why no one is there for you emotionally, why is it that we have to leave your home. Why is that you stuck in your life, trying to escape nowhere. Why is it everyone around you wants you to keep doing it. Why is it there are always hard decisions to make. Why is it that you cannot just leave it. Why is that you need to keep moving. Why is that you keep trying and nothing happens. Why is it that you can't keep trying even if you don't want it. Why is it that everyone around you is not happy but pretending to be happy, advertising you to be the same as well. Why is there this empty feeling that you are tiring to fill. why is it you are needed to do it alone. Why why why ???