Dream for 2 decades

I don't know how many of you have had a recurring dream like this, but mine started when I was around 6 years old.. I'm pretty sure it began even earlier.

the dream is always the same. I get sleep paralysis. People are running from a fire, then everything suddenly goes dark, Stormy Meadows appear, and I'm the only one standing in that dark night, fighting unknown figures. There's always someone on a hill... just watching me.

I've been having this exact same dream for almost two decades. I really want to connect the dots or maybe even chase the dream itself. What if I could become aware inside it? What if I could activate my subconscious enough to stay alert and start asking questions?