For context, my (29F) boyfriend (19M) have been dating for a couple months and just moved in together after about a month of dating. That may seem fast but I just know he's the one and after my 4th marriage, nothing could possibly go wrong!

I am a creative writer, I enjoy short stories that mostly indulge in dystopian, but also romantic settings! Think Blade Runner 2049 *x The Notebook and* imagine if the only purpose of replicants was to build white houses with blue shutters awwww❤️

Anyways, as the brightest and most profound upcoming writer the world will ever see, I have my mediation cycles to create such exuberant ideas. My boyfriend thinks what I do is crazy and we have constant arguments and fights at least twice a day, sometimes more.

When I am meditating I lock myself in our room for hours on end, sometimes days (he slips food under the door). I try to remain as still as possible and limit having to get up. Obviously this means skipping the bathroom and just going where I sit. He says I'm disgusting and need help but he just DOESN'T SEE THE VISION!

Being as elite as I am, absolute cream of the crop I wouldn't expect a normal MAN to understand. Yeah I haven't made any money yet and sure, he has to pay all the bills (I quit my 9-5 right when he moved in since he is a man and should be doing everything- as he should) but it's just a matter of time. Just a couple more bed shits and puddles to be made before I revolutionize the writing scene!

With all that being said, he keeps sending me therapists and psychiatry offices in the area and begging me to go but I don't listen to no man! Anyways if anyone wants to throw some more ideas for my writings please feel free. They won't be as jaw dropping or tasteful as my own but I am open-minded ✨

Pot pie cooked to perfection (400°F for 7 hours as I was meditating after putting it in the oven)

Boyfriend thinks I need therapy or a psychiatrist