I came clean to my mom and told her I am a necrophile

Hello, I’d like to thank you all about the support on my last post. It was my first time telling people who aren’t therapists about my paraphilia. All of you guys gave me the confidence to tell my mom, I’d also like to mention that my mom is still my legal guardian even though I’m above 18. Shes my career since I’m a high risk patient and currently am not allowed to live alone.

The conversation was hard as you could imagine but she took it quite well. The conversation was still mentally draining though and I’m scared it’s made her look at me in a different light. All the crime shows I watched, the documentary’s, the times she caught me looking at crime scene photos as a teenager. All of those she probably sees differently

It’s a horrible feeling, even though she didn’t react in a negative way I feel like a monster. I told a person who cares about me my deepest secret.