Khaali betha tha and unknowingly went down the memory lane.

I was friends with this girl A since class 4. School got over, and somehow we ended up in the same college, same course, same section (after 1st year).

Initially in the first year, I always tried to stay close since we were the "best friends" from school but eventually I did realise that she didn't really want to continue that since she'd found her own group and had begun using me as a safety net. I never really craved having a huge ass group since I've never liked too many people together. Whenever her friends weren't  available, she would call me to hang out and so on.

It was the very same time when I had actually come to terms with the fact that I am Bisexual.

Excited and carefree, I had told it to some of my friends I could make there in college and eventually thought of telling it to A as well , since she was one of my best friends from school. 

Told her and she was all supportive about it. Things took a turn when I became really good friends with someone (B) she was friends with earlier in the first year and a beef spoiled their relationship.  The two of us would hangout all the time. We had a lot in common and our friendship progressed with sharing almost everything about ourselves and no guesses, I shared my sexuality with her. 

To my surprise , she told me that the entire class was already aware of it. After all A, my so called best friend had shared this with her friends and to make things worse, she simply termed me "gay".

Got to know a lot many things besides this, how the guys in the class were uncomfortable sitting next to me since they feared I might touch them "inappropriately" (choked on that). 

I did confront A about this and she just smiled and said that she assumed that I liked guys a little more (bitch what??) . Ever since then I distanced myself from her. Never got the courage to directly block her or send her a big ass paragraph since the thought of confrontation still makes me feel anxious. Not because I cant do it, I've done it a couple of times before college and everytime it would become distasteful to an extent that I had to apologize the very next day.

We graduated this year and I'm glad I have stopped picking her calls or entertaining her to even a little extent.

Only if I could gather some courage and confront this mf for being an absolute bitch