Do you all feel you look extremely… terrible without makeup sometimes?

I went back from holiday lately, was getting out of the bathroom after washing my face and putting my sunscreen on and looked into the mirror and felt… extremely ugly:/ I’m not totally sure what it was, maybe because of my unevenly tanned skin with new surface redness, the pores, the shirt color, my hormones... I just looked super horrid and super tired. All my confidence literally vanished and it shocked me to look at my selfie that day 😭 Like usually I don’t feel that bad about myself barefaced. I went on to put makeup on a few hours later and felt much better.

And I believed the olive skin was one of the culprit. Some day in some situations I just turns extremely green and sick. My skin is muted so it looks even more sick. I don’t know. I don’t want to make up all the time and lie to myself that I have even skintone and my eyes are alive. No, it was eyeshadows and concealer and bronzer. Without them I feel dead outside.

Sorry people, just a rant on the weekend, but if it makes somebody feel better because they are not alone, then I’m doing the right thing I guess😭😭🥶🥶