The pain of not feeling anything or anywhere like home anymore

The pain of not feeling anything or anywhere like home anymore

Idk I moved out from my house and now I stay in hostel abroad but even here i got the most toxic roommates.....nothing feels like home and at this point I'm just escaping to find even a ounce of peace .

I'm getting sem break after few days and I'm going back to my home country cuz it's better to deal with that familiar toxicity than spending my days with these bitches here