46 [M4F] #Chicago - You need to be disciplined over my knee

You feel something is missing in your everyday life. You don't know what quite it is. Then it comes to you. You need to be disciplined. You need to be given direction. You need to submit. You need to feel that sting as your bottom is bruised to shades of red, blue, and purple. You long to feel it...to remember the act...each time you sit down the next day.

You need it more than anything else.

Me: 46, white, 5'11", average. I live in the Chicago loop.