I'm attracted to incels

I don't fully understand the term "incel" but from what i've seen I don't mind and actually prefer dating one. Of course I have some kind of standards but they're something basic like normal hygiene and not being overweight.

I like the idea of an anti-social guy who doesn't have any friends because of my trauma and just my abandonment issues and extreme jealousy.

Can someone please tell me their experiences with "incels" and enlighten me as to why they're considered bad? Thank you in advance who helps me <3