How important is the existence of a vagina in a partner for you?

I know, odd question. For context I'm trans. I'm about to have my bottom surgery soon, and I have the option to have a vagina or not.

The problem is I don't actually like the idea of being penetrated. I... Also never had a relationship before so I don't actually know much about sex and how much i'd enjoy only external estimation.

If I decide to have the full thing, I'd have to do laser. And my dysphoria stops me from doing that, I can't stand even the thought of doing laser down there. That's honestly the only thing stopping me from going for it.

If I don't get the canal for the vagina, I'd still have the vulva and clitoris, and a small entrante that'd be only for esthetic really.