Should I get surgery to have perky boobs?

I (20F) have saggy boobs and always have. I am skinny (like at the cusp of underweight) and my boobs are also very small. This insecurity has dragged me down for years. Like I’ve attempted to take my life over it. For years I thought that no man would ever want me because of it. And the fact that men will be ok with it anyway isn’t comforting to me. So basically, is the only way that my boobs are gonna be attractive if I get them lifted?