Praying they never see this

If they see this I’m gonna explode this feels so cringe.

was at a party with this person I can’t tell if I’ve been crushing on or not Since I dont really wanna date anyone but I definitely feel different about them. the Party was Overall chill and we mainly chatted like friends but after I got high again and we were both shattered trying to pull an all nighter I leaned on their shoulder which they were fine with but we slowly started sinking lower into the couch and they leaned their head on my head. I kept making them laugh and it was honestly night but there were multiple moments during the night that felt like that. Like when I debated staying they tryna tell me to and when I finally gave in they celebrated the most. Like everyone just gave a yay but they gave a YES! Or when we were sat in the host’s bedroom on the bed together we were yet again very close and yet again mainly yapping to each other and giggling. THEY DEFINITELY WERE JUST BEING THE CHILLEST PERSON EVER BUT I ASKED MY FRIEND AND THEY SAID THATS NOT A FRIEND THING. Im definitely overthinking it but that moment hasn’t left my brain.