25 F and scared to reach out for marriage.

I'm from Isb, I really do want to get married but there is a thing in my heart that holds me back from posting rishta profile.

I don't want to get hurt or heartbroken. I have been rejected 2 times in the past. And this thing keeps stopping me from going out there in rishta market.

I have noticed some issues about me:

1. I'm very clingy person and need lots of attention and care.

2. I obsess over romance and attachemnt.

3. I still believe that no one will accept me for not working or earning after the marriage as I want to stay at home and take care of house chores.

4. I'm somewhat om religion side too and not to pious or a hijabi but I try to practise and keep learning.

5. I'm very innocent kind and honest person. I don't like to cheat or lie. But, seems like the world would hurt me for being too naive.

6. My family is somewhat from Privilege but not too elite or upper class and this does create intense different in the status. Guys might think that they are financially not stable enough to take care of a girl who was born with a golden spoon.