Day to day

Just crippling anxiety. Years of it. I'm on my knees. Hate myself.

I think i know how I'd do it and have the means. I'm just trying to take it day to day. I wouldn't say I want to die..

I just cannot carry on carrying this. There's nothing left of me.

Feel like I'm walking a tight rope. Its probably as close as I've ever been to talking action. Its too close for comfort.

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