I sort of had two relationships at the same time

So for context i was dating with this girl for like a month or so, but we didn’t attend the same university so we only saw each other like 2 times a week, in the university i had this reunion for international students and i met this girl there, we had seen each other before one time when i was practicing volleyball with other guys, i didn’t think much of her really that time and it was normal for people to join a group of people playing volleyball so nothing much, but then i saw her in the reunion and was like, sorta surprised i didn’t thought i would see her again.

We talked a lot that day, about a lot of things, our stories and such, when we had to leave idk why but, i gave her my number and she gave me her number, i was a little like dazzled because she had this vibe and she was so fucking hoy like, perfect ass shape, thin waist, dark skin, for me she was hot as fuck.

When i wanted to text her, she replied and on the phone conversation was dry, she wasn’t a big talker in chat, but we set a day to meet again in the university, we met we talked more and more, eventually it felt like we both knew we were interested in each other, i didn’t felt bad, i knew what i was doing was bad because i was with another girl and at the same time flirting with this one, i did something like this in the past but it didn’t felt the same cause it was with an ex so it felt different.

One night we texted each other she was out in a party at some friends house and it turned out i lived literally across the street from that house, she said they needed to buy more alcohol but didn’t had a way to get to the store, i said to her that i would take them to the store on my car, when she got in the car, she sat on the copilot, the friends in the back and she started to touch the back of my neck and to stroke my hair gently, she just did it out of the blue and let her hand rest there, while i drove their friends started making fun of her because she was smiling and blushing, the whole trip (10 minutes), when she talked to me she referred to me as “amor”, the country where i lived is a Latin American Country for context, saying that is the equivalent to say, “love” or “my love”, it felt like a rush cause i was out at 2 AM with this people and the girl, i haven’t done that before so it felt crazy.

When we arrived and got out of the car, for some reason our hands just went to each others, and eventually my hand to her waist, when we stood still for example, her arms around my neck and my hands in her waist, out of the blue she kissed me, i didn’t tasted alcohol when we kissed, so i knew she wasn’t drunk, that shocked me more, but i hid my expressions well so it didn’t got noticed, we looked like a couple, acted like one and we barely had seen each other like 3 times before, when i leaved her friends on their house i toke her to hers, and in the parking lot, inside the car, we talked, we kissed, i touched her tits, i choked her, bit her lips, and talked in the middle of all that, 4AM i left.

When I arrived home it was like, what the hell did i just do, if felt crazy, funny thing is, next day I had a date with the other girl and as per usual we fucked in my car, i didn’t think of the other when I was with one, i didn’t know why, it felt crazy but the good kind, of course neither knew about the other one.

Fast forward i met with both regularly, one in the university the other one on weekends, i fucked the one on weekends and the one in the university i went to her house sometimes to just get her naked and touch each other cause i wanted to fuck raw, i only fuck raw and she was hesitant.

One night i went out with her to a party of my friend, I had a couple of drinks, she too, we went back to my place and we both knew, eventually we fucked, more specific, i fucked her, since the first day i fantasized of how her ass would while fucking her on doggystyle, it was crazy, of course i was fucking her raw, and she had a crazy arch, i never seen something like that, it was insane, after that, i met with her a couple of more times, but i started to feel like i liked the other girl more, aside from her body, so i ended things and weirdly, throughout the whole thing, i never felt guilty but i did feel kinda guilty about not feeling guilty, is weird but yeah the story has a lot of missing parts, i only told the important ones imo, what do you guys would have done differently in my place?