I think I’m addicted to marathon…

…Player count charts. Bro I’m not even kidding I check that shit more times in a day than I text my gf. Sometimes I check it when I’m feeling anxious and it genuinely makes me feel better. Last week I at work I took a break to look at the charts like it was my smoke break. Idt if this is healthy but I can’t stop. Watching that number drop lower and lower each day and then comparing it to previous weeks and calculating the player drop off percentages in my head is kinda getting addicting now. I tried not checking it first thing in the morning today and I was legit getting withdrawals. Anyone else suffering from this? Need tips