Femdom - I just want to be a MILF's toy

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27M, Malayali, living in Thane, Mumbai.

I honestly don't know what's gotten into me, but all I can think about lately is older women... especially MILFs. It's not even about dating or relationships. This is purely sexual.

I have this constant fantasy of being completely submissive in bed. I want to be a MILF's toy or pet during sex. I don't want to be the one taking charge—I just want her to be in control and do whatever she wants with me, while I give myself over to that moment. That's the part that turns me on the most.

I think this all started after I met up with a divorced single mom a while back. Ever since then, my brain has been obsessed. Her confidence, her maturity, the way she carried herself... it unlocked something in me that I can't stop thinking about.

Now every time I see a confident older woman, my mind goes straight to these fantasies. I guess I'm just really submissive, and accepting that has made these thoughts even stronger. I don't know if it's just a phase or if this is who I am, but I know what I'm craving.

Probably a long shot posting this, but maybe there's someone out there who's into the same dynamic. Had to get it off my chest because it's been driving me crazy.